Bekkaaaa :)

ask me anything!

Thu, 13 Aug 2009 13:47:36 GMT

yes im this bored.
http://www.formspring.com/forms/?677315-L2Uya2JLkg

i'll repost the answers @ my tumblr.

http://beksiipop.tumblr.com
:)

sleepless nights.

Sun, 07 Jun 2009 23:57:08 GMT

yoooo!
so its like 12:44am on the morning of monday the 8th june. exciting right? nah not really. i'm going to write this blog as if it's still sunday, as im sure you can guess by the title i haven't gone to bed yet for me to wake up and be all, 'HEY ITS MONDAY' not that i do anyways but still.

anyways, i would of posted this sooner but from about 2.30pm yesterday afternoon(being saturday)my house had no power. it was pretty shit, because i wanted a shower before i headed up to town to see girls aloud. I didn't get my shower. Girl's Aloud on the other hand were fantastic, i can't even describe how surreal that was for me. I've always been a fan of them,and i've only ever voted for two people on reality tv shows (as far as i can remember anyways). Those people were, Cheryl cole - who makes me proud to be from newcastle, and Diana vickers- because i couldn't get enough of her voice. Anyways, the show they put on was truly amazing and i can't describe how happy i am that i went. Rumours that their breaking up...i'm not sure so if anyone knows let me know? but yeah they played the majority of their classic hits and even threw in a couple of songs from the Out Of Control album. They also played Broken Strings-James Morrison very well might i add and they did a cover of Britney Spears' womanizer too. Honestly one of the best live shows i've been too and i'd relive numerous amounts of times if i could.
I don't have much to say on the support bands, Julian Perretta i loved him. Girls Can't Catch reminded me of the saturdays who i despise, and lastly Emma Deigman and she was alright.But overall a fantastic nighttt.
Incase anyones wondering as well we got our power back at around half three on sunday morning. I hadn't got to sleep till half two because i was still so excited about girls aloud, but i was freezing so i ended up watching a film before attempting to sleep. 3am and a lot of peoples alarms went off but our decided to at half past. so really i haven't had a lot of sleep.
and talking about a lack of sleep. its now 12:55am and i have to go to school. granted its not for 9am or anything stupid like that. i have to be there for like quarter to 2. but i still need to get up have a shower do some work and visit my friend all before then. Imma be busy tomorrow. Anyways i don't think anyone reads these, but cheers if you do :)

i just left school.

Fri, 22 May 2009 22:11:50 GMT

wow.
i feel weird.
i think im going to miss people even if i didnt talk to them that much.
just peoples personalitys and the fact that having them in the lesson, would sometimes make it for me.
it's just , strange.
hasn't hit home yet.
:/
ugh.

schools out for the summer, as good as it is. its still weird.
still, good times to be had.
beach on tuesday, see them @ school for exams and then PROM!
no matter what, i did love year eleven.

well it's nice to meet you sir :)

Wed, 20 May 2009 16:19:00 GMT

i've decided im going to start lj-ing more. i really don't use it half as much as i should, i always result in twitter even though the limit of 140 characters bothers me every time i 'tweet' which is infact far to often. none the less hit me up
-http://twitter.com/bekkaa
:)

back to blogging i'll make it interesting or atleast try to, i swear!

yes if you've noticed the title and the link words or whatever are both lines from paramore's new songs. originally i was like ...okay. but then i listened to them a couple more times and i totally love them. anyways this is my journal so im going to stop promoting paramore if i was going to promote a band however i would say
http://www.myspace.com/versaemerge
http://www.myspace.com/conditionsband
just if i was going to say... ;D

I won't say you're useless because i, i've seen you dream

back to the point.

it's my last week of school this week, it hasn't really sunk in yet to be honest. even though we've had exams monday-wednesday(today obv!) but i don't have anymore till june. i'm going back to 6th form but i still think i may cry tomorrow when all the t-shirt signing and picture taking begins, its kinda the beginning of the end. i'm hoping this makes sense to at least someone and i'm just not rambling on for the sake of it. regardless there's a week off after friday and bar from revision my main priority is sleeping for sure im tired, i even resulted in buying two energy drinks to get me through today , oh and speaking of that the women who served me in the shop was NEW i've been going to that shop since i was about 6 and it's always had the same staff ,not today though.

these lines, so well rehearsed

sooo i feel in need of new music if i'm honest. i always like finding new music and i believe there should never and will never become and time when your music taste should stop expanding.
so if anyone knows any good bands unsigned/signed i don't care then please hit me up because i would like 2000 songs on my ipod by hmm next week. thats a challenge i'm going to set myself-well maybe thats a bit unreachable actually. i'll try and see how it goes. keep you (if anyone actually reads this) updated! also in the week off i wanna catch up on watching some films so favourite films anyone!? ;D

blow those fucking words out the back of your head

moving on, this is a mini rant so please feel free to skip over this part if you wish.

1. i don't understand how you have the cheek to say half of the crap you do say. especially when you can't spare two nights and a 50 minute lunch. seriously, it's not the end of the world and yeah we may not wanna do it but give in and grow up. it's gotta be done. you know your gonna be hatin' if you don't get the marks you want so try putting some effort into things.
-just a thought.

2. like how i'm im the 'only person you can talk to' when somethings up with you, but as soon as its okay then it's like we don't even talk anymore. i know were totally opposite people half the time but just give it up now, this is exactly true :
you treat me just like another stranger well it's nice to meet you sir i guess i'll go i best be on my way

all of this is fact, and all our fingers point right at you

i said i'd make it interesting but really it wasnt buttt here's a video from eurovision that i think is class. teach me to dance like this and i'll love you forever cos it was the funniest thing i've seen.

and why not these are just for the crack.

this is a true story

</lj>

so now we all know i fail at lj blogs.
gutted maybe if i blog more, they wouldnt be this long.

yoooo! felt like blogging.

Tue, 21 Apr 2009 20:28:13 GMT

two weeks off were fun times, i had loads of stuff planned for once and i actually kept to it. i was quite proud of that since i normally spend most my time in the holidays sleeping. the most memorable events from these holidays deffinatley were the two gigs.

give it a name introduces TUESDAY (14/04/09) whole wheat bread, versaemerge, in this moment, lights.

whole wheat bread-not really my thing to be honest but i have to admit i really enjoyed the rap they did at the end.

versaemerge- i was expecting them to be good anyways i'd heard alot of positive feedback from there live shows so i went there with my expectations pretty high. Of course everyone was right and i really enjoyed their set, the best band of the night for me as well. plus me and a few friends promised sierra we'd make some signs in which we did and she seemed to really like them and she was so sweet. Never got a chance to talk to the boys though :(

in this moment- i was suprised by these actually, briefly heard them on myspace didnt really give them much of a thought though.there live show was pretty energetic and the crowd seemed to love them, the actually music they played was pretty good and they were better than i expected.

lights-i'd heard a couple of her songs before the show but i only managed to catch one and a half songs because we'd gone out of the crowd to chill. the song and a half that i caught though i thought was pretty good and im sure her set was great anyways.

GIVE IT A NAME INCOMING SATURDAY @ MANCHESTER (18/04/09)

first up was whole wheat bread and same for what i said above goes for them once again, i did however feel they had more energy this time but that was probably because the crowd was a lot bigger.

second was versaemerge :D which i was obviously excited about and they also played a fantastic set or so i thought anyways. i ended up buying the ep because i didnt have enough money on the tuesday and i promised jerry if he came back to newcaslte i'd buy his solo ep too. managed to have a small chat to jerry and blake and got them to sign my ep but anthony and devin were no where to be seen, next time. Managed to find sierra also got a picture and she signed the ep funniest thing ever. i'm going to make a point of this now for future reference. NICEST BAND EVER.

innerpartysystem followed VE and they were fantastic too i actually loved there set, i just love them in general. totally raved and had a lot of fun.

escape the fate were next and they seemed to be the band everyone was there for. they were extremely good though although throughout their set i concentrated more on survival than actually enjoying myself. none the less there set was great and i'd glady see them again.

- left the crowd at this point so i missed thursday, managed to catch a couple of songs from underOATH from the back-really good though and i watched taking back sunday from the side, i didnt expect them to be as good as they were so i was pretty impressed all in all a good two gigs-

wowww that was pretty long :|
holidays were fun but they are over and its back to school.

french exam in ONE WEEK. ahhh memorising 40 questions and answers and also have the right pronunciation for my speaking exam, its not gonna happen i know N O T H I N G.
crappppppp.
dun dun dunnn best get started!

la la la long time no speak!

Tue, 17 Mar 2009 23:06:46 GMT

i've decided that instead of using my myspace blogs, i should use live journal because well, it's meant for journals.obviously.
and i havent wrote anything since i got this thing, which was in june apparently.
for warning, my blogs /journals /entrys whatever you want to call them, have no structure what so ever, so its all a big mess of random words joined together in hope to make some form of understandable sentence.
-ive noticed i say fools to much, its meant in a nice way before anyone wants to take offense at it.

anyways, i think that life right now is boring.
i hate routine, sometimes. it keeps everything together, but i get bored.
and im very much looking forward to the two weeks off from school, there much needed.
half of the people that go to my school, need to grow up and find something more interesting to talk about rather than recent events that
a) have nothing to do with them
b) aren't funny
and c) they shouldnt care about.

but thats people for you isn't it.
this would be longer, and much more interesting if i didnt have to multi task, im also having several conversations on msn, doing my english homework and drying my hair on a tuesday evening at 11pm.
im annoyed though because i've left the food i was gonna eat downstairs and ive just realised :|
hmmm.

follow me on twitter fools!

Live Journal :)

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 17:45:58 GMT

I only use this for reading & commenting on paramores LJ.
I'll probably end up deleting this post pretty soon too, but its cool.

Current obsessions
Death in the Park
UnderOATH

And paramore, but thats for a life time haha :)